Some things never change... for example my mood on Sunday evenings. With dreading Monday mornings. I tell myself that I just have to focus. Make a plan and follow through. Buuut... that doesn't really work. I have probably written about that before, but I need a job that I like. Or I need not to have to work at all... I might be down with that. But I think I could contribute something to this world... I just don't know yet what that could be.
We are supposed to make the best of our lives. Thats kind of hard sometimes. Sometimes, it seems easier to just let your life drift. To not worry. To not care... to drive along the easy street for a while.
I am tired. And as of late, sleep doesn't seem to help.